This pain is so real
But I have accepted fate
I thought I learned my lesson
But I guess it was too late

God you are teaching me
I’m sorry for hurting you
But I really love this woman
I don’t want the skies to be blue

Let the rain come and hide all my tears
My soul is burning, my face makes it clear
I don’t want her to go, my life feels so bare
I wanted to be with her, year after year

I made her feel inadequate
I made her feel small
So when I told her I loved her
She had trouble believing it all

I got angry, because I didn’t understand
Why isn’t she with me, I can be her perfect man
But I clearly need to grow, so much I do not know
I built up a damn, instead of appreciating the flow

Where I do go from here
Because This pain is very real
I never really did it the first time,
So am I ever going to heal

I’m sorry I wasn’t more supportive
I often put my feelings first
I had no control over my emotions
A gift has become a curse

But you deserve the best
I just wish the best was me
You gave me a pleasant dream
But now I awoke to a harsh reality

Your mental health is priority
So goodbye my love
Your future will be so bright
But mine appears to be dull