I never would have conceive it.
But maybe I refused to see it.
What did I do for you to stop to feel it.
Come you can tell me, doesn’t have to be a secret.

You were falling for me, and that healed my heart.
But Now it feels we never had a start.
All I was trying to convey is that I miss your presence.
Now I feel there is no future and no present.

I know I’ll be good eventually, because God has my back.
I really wanted it be you and me, but it appears you don’t want that.
You are very special, I was on cloud nine when with you.
So a fall from that height, can really hurt you.

But you are right, you have to stick to your plan.
Cuz honestly we going back and forth like an oscillating fan.
I know I cause you some pain and I surely do regret it.
So you have to do what’s best for you, and amor I respect it.

But the thoughts that enveloped my mind, I couldn’t turn them off.
Even though I found you, I never felt so loss.
Being with you was easy, but away was so hard.
Couldn’t walk around freely, always had up my guard.

Expecting this day, but never really prepared.
Because it was a euphoric feeling to know how much you cared.
God is the ultimate decider, and he decided I need this pain.
So I will think twice as hard to ever fall this way again.